I Don't Want to be a Mom Today

I had a rough morning with my daughters today. As they were getting ready for school there was fighting and name calling between the three of them. One of them hit the other, and I had had enough. I came out of the bathroom where I had tried to take a quick shower while they were getting ready and blew my top. Then I sent my husband a text, I'm done parenting, they are your responsibility now!

As I loaded the girls in the car to take them to school I became aware of how quiet it was. The ride to school in the morning is normally filled with plans for the day, singing along with the radio, and giggles from the back seat. There was none of that this morning. So I turned off the radio and began to talk to the girls about loving each other, I apologized for my reaction and asked for forgiveness. There were some smiles as I delivered them to their respective locations, but there was a damper on the day from the morning.

I began to wonder as I drove back to my quiet house, does God ever look at Jesus and say, "I'm done. These people are driving me crazy. They're you're problem now!" In Jeremiah 31:3 it says, "The Lord appeared to us in the past, saying: I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with unfailing kindness" (New International Version). The note on this first in the Life Application Study Bible says, "God reaches toward his people with kindness motivated by deep and everlasting love. He is eager to do the best for them if they will only let him. After many words of warning about sin, this reminder of God's magnificent love is a breath of fresh air."

I love my children with my whole heart, but some days I feel like I do not have the strength to be their mom. I don't have the energy to be a referee, chauffeur, cheerleader, cook, and maid. But God loves me with an everlasting love. No matter how many times I sin and stumble and have those rough mommy mornings, God still loves me, and he loves my girls. He will never say that he's had enough of me! I can rest in the fact that I am God's child, and he will always reach for me with his everlasting love.

God Keeps His Covenant

I was reading the story of Noah this morning in Genesis. Can you imagine the amazing experience that Noah had? The people had never seen rain before, yet God told him that water would come from the sky and flood the earth. The people of his time were consumed with their own pleasure and with experiencing everything that they wanted in the flesh (sound familiar?) and his family was focused on consuming God. I imagine that they were persecuted and mocked mercilessly. God promised that He would care for Noah's family. Genesis 6 17-18 says "Look! I am about to cover the earth with a flood that will destroy every living thing that breathes. Everything on earth will die. But I will confirm my covenant with you. So enter the boat- you and your wife and your sons and their wives" (NLT).

God kept his covenant with Noah, and you know what, He still keeps His covenant today! God has promised us that we are part of His family, that as we walk in his ways and obey Him we will be blessed to experience his presence in our lives. God promises that He will dwell within us in the Holy Spirit when we accept the gift of His son and commit our lives to following Him. But what about when we don't keep up our end of the bargain? What about when we commit that very same sin that we have committed over and over? What about when I yell at the kids in the morning because they are not getting ready fast enough? What about when I slander my husband when I am "asking for prayer" from a friend? Does God still keep his covenant then?

The answer is a resounding YES!!!! "For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels or demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord" (Romans 8:38-39, NIV).

Even when I sin and stumble, I am not separated from the love of Christ. Once I have accepted Him as my leader, I am always in His love.

Lord God, thank you so much for loving me, for always keeping your covenant to me even when I am not holding up my end of the deal. Even when I struggle with sin and a confusion about my purpose, thank you for keeping me safe in your presence and always surrounding me with your love. Amen.

For Our Leaders

We have now entered an election year. There has already been a deluge of information about candidates and, unfortunately, the mud slinging has already begun. It is hard not to become discouraged with the amount of information and the unsurity of what is true and what is simply media embellishment. Many Christians abstain from voting or becoming involved at all in politics. That is definitely their right, but I wonder how responsible that is.

 Isaiah 2:22 says, "Stop trusting in mere humans,who have but a breath in their nostrils. Why hold them in esteem?" Our salvation does not lie in political leaders. Our salvation rests in the one who created the leaders. God knows who the leaders will be and the choices that they will make. I, personally, feel that it is important for Christians to vote, not because our trust is in those in office, but because we want to participate in choosing leaders that will support Christian values. We are to pray for our leaders, pray for the weight that rests on their shoulders, and to pray that they make the choices that will lead our country in a direction that brings us closer to God.

We are in difficult times, there is no question of that. Maybe our leaders have made choices that have led us down a path that is contrary to our beliefs, but again, our trust is not in our leaders. I trust God and give my life to Him. My faith and hope rest in the creator of heaven and earth, but I will still pray for those who have been placed in a position of authority.